Saturday, April 23, 2011
Going back
I want to be the 7 year old who sits at the foot of the steps sleepily while my grandmother buttons my white school shirt or the wide-eyed 17 year old who only needed to worry about SPM. Not the 24 year old who has a flight to catch and have to worry about houses, bills, laundry, transport and medical exams.I'm struggling to fall asleep. Or is my subconscious trying its very best to preserve what little time i have left. I'm distraught at the thought of going back to my routine. Long bus rides and lonely lunch times. One year of solitude. I might be staying on my own soon. Lord give me strength. In this unforgiving times, may i find comfort in You.
[joonheng] on 2:16 AM
